i don't
mean
to scare you
baby
it's just
a sorta
feeling
lately
got no
friends
my money's
spent
and i spend all my time
in my fucking
bed
i don't
intend
to be so
dramatic though
i feel
strange
telling you
about how i feel
maybe
it's my
masculinity
a complex
that makes me
feel
so iffy
i don't
know
how to be
sad
i blame my
friends
i blame my
dad
one thing
i can be sure of
is a smile
i don't feel i've earned one
like you
i know these bitches despise you
they sweat
phew
tryna keep up a side view
but they don't need to
these bitches don't know nothing
these bitches is you